It took me a long time to stop living in denial, but I was finally willing to embrace the whole story. I sat with the pain, admitted to it, and acknowledged the reality of my past. But inner healing comes in layers… There came a point where I looked back – seeing all – and…
Ambivalence is like standing on the fence of the “undecided”. If I lean too far toward hope, I might tip the scales for fear of waking disappointment. And if I lean too far into doubt, my heart begins to grow cold and bitter. So it feels safer, more “righteous”, to stay numb. Indifferent. Because sometimes I’m…
I sat there, slumped over in my chair, feeling depleted. From across the shadows, I heard “If you could see Me, face to face right now, what would you ask Me?” Without hesitation, the questions flew off my tongue as if they had already been formed, “Where are you?! How did I get back here?…