Ambivalence

Ambivalence is like standing on the fence of the “undecided”. If I lean too far toward hope, I might tip the scales for fear of waking disappointment. And if I lean too far into doubt, my heart begins to grow cold and bitter. So it feels safer, more “righteous”, to stay numb. Indifferent. Because sometimes I’m…

Shredded Desires

I sat there, slumped over in my chair, feeling depleted.   From across the shadows, I heard “If you could see Me, face to face right now, what would you ask Me?” Without hesitation, the questions flew off my tongue as if they had already been formed, “Where are you?! How did I get back here?…