Ambivalence

Ambivalence is like standing on the fence of the “undecided”. If I lean too far toward hope, I might tip the scales for fear of waking disappointment. And if I lean too far into doubt, my heart begins to grow cold and bitter. So it feels safer, more “righteous”, to stay numb. Indifferent. Because sometimes I’m…

My Own Song

My Own Song What I wrestle most deeply with is finding a sense of belonging.  I am eccentric, passionate, untamed, and creative and I don’t seem to fit in anyone’s box or paradigm, not even my own.  I have battled my entire life with self rejection – because even I don’t know what to do with…